My birth certificate reads like a breadcrumb trail to a mystery:
> Father: Born in Old Mexico
Mother: Born in Mexico
Both names unfamiliar to the life I actually livedā
He was a Gutierrez,
She was a Geminezāyes, with a G, not a J.
But I didnāt grow up with those names.
I didnāt sit at their table or learn their lullabies.
Because I was adopted.
Instead, I grew up as Martha Annette Van Scoyā
Raised by Don and Margie,
My momās maiden name was Wehr, a name that sounds like quiet strength.
So where does that leave me?
Not between worlds…
But stitched together by them.
Because names arenāt just given. Sometimes, theyāre gathered.
When people ask me where Iām from, I take a deep breath.
> Iām from Old Mexico,
But I never lived there.
Iām from Gutierrez and Geminez,
But I never learned their language of love.
Iām from Van Scoy and Wehr,
Who taught me what love looked likeā
even if they didnāt give me my DNA.
But above it all…
> I am from the God who doesnāt make mistakes with storiesā
Even the complicated, tear-stained, crumpled-up chapters
get rewritten by grace.
I used to wonder if not knowing āwhere I came fromā meant I was incomplete.
Now I know:
>I came from God.
And everyone else was just a delivery system.
My names may have changedā
but the One who formed me never did.
So yes, my paperwork may be messy.
But my soul?
Claimed.
Signed.
Stamped.
Sealed with blood and mercy.
~marty
š Scripture Reflection:
āTo all who did receive Him, to those who believed in His name, He gave the right to
become children of God.ā
ā John 1:12

